my heart so much misery

today

i decide to keep silent
i decide to do nothing

i love him so much

i dont understand
i dont have enuff strength to walk away

coz i love him so much

i wana tell d world
i wana yell it out loud
i wana cry it out
i wana scream it out
i love you

but today
i dont understand
i dont know
i dont get wut u meant
i dont feel wut u feel

im still here waiting

i've chose this way
i've chose this life
and i've chose YOU

so i have to live
so i have to hold
so i have to bear
so i have to grow with it

im happy
im grateful
im thanking GOD
to have you in my life

but why
why you let me hurt?
dont you love me?
why you let me cry?
dont you think about me?
dont you care?

my heart so much misery

GOD please
dont take my strength away
dont take my happiness away
dont take my spirit away

show me d way...