my heart so much misery (updated)

i believe....

no
i cant stand d silent
no more "good nite" wishes from him
i cant sleep
i cant stop thinking of

silent is really hurt
i dun understand this silent
its really hurt me
why dun you kill me?
tell me d truth

if u need some break
i'll wait for you

if u dont need me at all
i'll walk away :'(

please
say something anyway
i cant stand the silent....

so he replied

sorry for everything
none of your fault
im d one to be blamed
maybe we do need a break
this relationship is too much for my busy schedule
since from d start..it only suit for our happy time
im a tired-out-of-time moody person
and its not my intention to affect you
please..enjoy your life

now i realize
what was going on
sorry for being imperfect gurlfriend
i've tried hard
i've done d very best of me
to stand by your side
to share you ups and down
to give you strength whenever you feel weak
to be there for you whenever you need me
to be everything as i can...every little thing u wanted

sorry if i've burden you
now i know where i stand
i'll respect your decision
i want you to know
that im still loving you
now i tell the world
you are a great bf for me

i'll always be here...waiting